You have no alerts.
    Header Background Image
    Chapter Index

    Lin Lu unlocked his phone, the chat window open to the message he sent Jiang Ruotang: [Such a pity youโ€™re at class and canโ€™t see in person.] Jiang Ruotangโ€™s reply was: [Did you get Bai Yingchuanโ€™s permission to send these photos?]

    As Lin Lu closed the message, another hand reached over and took his phone.

    Startled, he turned to see Bai Yingchuan casually scrolling through their chat, filled with photos and Lin Luโ€™s repeated invitations to Jiang Ruotang.

    โ€œYingchuanโ€ฆ Ruotang didnโ€™t come to the party, so I sent him some photos.โ€

    But Jiang Ruotang hadnโ€™t asked for them and even reminded Lin Lu it wasnโ€™t right.

    Lin Lu felt unprecedented unease. His actions were like dancing in Bai Yingchuanโ€™s minefield. Normally, heโ€™d delete the messages first, but heโ€™d been too busy socializing to do so, and now Bai Yingchuan had seen them.

    He braced for a cold reaction, but Bai Yingchuan just handed the phone back, smiling. โ€œNext time, if you want to send my photos to someone, let me know first. I know how to poseโ€”these are all blurry.โ€

    โ€œOhโ€ฆ okay, Iโ€™ll be careful,โ€ Lin Lu said, exhaling in relief.

    Seeing Bai Yingchuanโ€™s smile, he felt a smug satisfaction. See? Iโ€™m different from others.

    What Jiang Ruotang couldnโ€™t do, Lin Lu could.


    By 5 p.m., the art studio session ended.

    Jiang Ruotang checked his phone and sighed.

    Lin Lu had sent more photos, but unlike before, these were clearly posed by Bai Yingchuan.

    In one, Bai Yingchuan sat on a sofa, arms on the armrests, head tilted with a playful smirk, as if seeing through Jiang Ruotangโ€™s thoughts.

    Others who saw Jiang Ruotangโ€™s message would realize he wasnโ€™t mistakenโ€”he was warning that someone was sneaking photos.

    But Bai Yingchuan knew Jiang Ruotang didnโ€™t want Lin Luโ€™s blurry shots, finding them a waste of time.

    So, Bai Yingchuan flipped the script, teaching Lin Lu how to take photos to send to Jiang Ruotang.

    โ€œBorn rebellious, huh? People might think youโ€™re using Lin Lu to flirt with me,โ€ Jiang Ruotang muttered, eyeing the photos.

    If he didnโ€™t respond, these two wouldnโ€™t stop.

    On the ride home, Jiang Ruotang set up his sketchboard in the backseat, his brush darting across the paper. By the time Xiao Gao parked at home, the painting was done.

    He rolled it up, tucked it into a tube, and handed it to Xiao Gao.

    โ€œBrother Gao, can you deliver this to Lin Luโ€™s house? Tell him itโ€™s my welcome gift for Bai Yingchuan.โ€

    โ€œI can drive you to the party. Donโ€™t you love Bai Yingchuan?โ€ Xiao Gao asked, puzzled.

    โ€œNah, I got chewed out by Teacher Liang all afternoon. I feel like a loserโ€”no mood for fun.โ€

    Xiao Gao took the tube, reassuring him, โ€œDonโ€™t take your teacherโ€™s criticism to heart. Heโ€™s pushing you because he sees potential.โ€


    The painting arrived at Lin Luโ€™s house as the sun set, and the backyard lights glowed. For the guests, the night was just startingโ€”they could party till dawn.

    Mu Xianqing was ready to leave. Heโ€™d only come to give Lin Chengdong face, bored by these rich kids wasting their lives.

    Face given, it was time for something meaningful.

    As he prepared to say goodbye to Lin Lu, someone arrived with the painting tube, saying it was from Jiang Ruotang.

    The bored crowd swarmed like theyโ€™d been injected with adrenaline.

    โ€œI knew Jiang Ruotang wouldnโ€™t do nothing! His beloved Bai Yingchuanโ€”how could he not confess, haha!โ€

    โ€œThis paintingโ€™s gotta be overflowing with love. Bai Yingchuan, ready for it?โ€

    โ€œMaybe he painted you as David!โ€

    โ€œWhich David?โ€

    โ€œThe naked one, duh!โ€

    The crowdโ€™s snarky hype pleased Lin Lu.

    If Jiang Ruotang were here, theyโ€™d just praise his art.

    Good thing he wasnโ€™t, yet still wanted to show off to Bai Yingchuan. Their sarcasm would surely annoy him.

    Mu Xianqing, about to leave, saw the painting tube and the mocking crowd, his interest piqued.

    Since heโ€™d wasted time here, why not see if this painting really turned Bai Yingchuan into David?

    Lin Lu muttered to himself, Why not the sketchbook? That had all sorts of Bai Yingchuan poses, his obsession clear.

    Oh well, the tubeโ€™s contents might be even bolder.

    โ€œYingchuan, theyโ€™re just hyping it up. Itโ€™s from Ruotangโ€”want to take a look?โ€ Lin Lu handed over the tube.

    Bai Yingchuan smiled faintly, the orange sunset gilding his features with a melancholic, apocalyptic beauty.

    Even without seeing the painting, he disliked their attitude toward Jiang Ruotang. At least Jiang lived earnestly, unlike their aimlessness.

    He opened the tube, unrolling the painting as others crowded around.

    When a pair of eyes appeared, Bai Yingchuanโ€™s fingers froze. He felt watched.

    A deep, inorganic gaze, cold and unyielding, stared out, framed by twisting vines and wilted roses. A sharp sword angled upward, poised to pierce the throat of the striking man in the painting.

    It was him, stripped of his gentle facade.

    The artist saw through his inner coldness and defiance against the world.

    This was another language from Jiang Ruotang: Donโ€™t play pretend with meโ€”I see your icy heart.

    The jeering crowd fell silent.

    The paintingโ€™s visual impact was intense. Though much of it was chaotic shadows, the swordโ€™s gleam seemed to stab not just Bai Yingchuanโ€™s throat but everyoneโ€™s eyes.

    Lin Lu swallowed hard. This was a stark departure from Jiang Ruotangโ€™s old style.

    โ€œYingchuanโ€ฆ the sword probably references your role as a young general in Director Jiangโ€™s film. Just compositionโ€ฆโ€

    Lin Lu knew โ€œkindโ€ explanations often led to darker interpretations.

    โ€œI donโ€™t think Ruotang meant any harm. Itโ€™s probably ad-styleโ€”Iโ€™ve seen similar in perfume commercials,โ€ Bai Yingchuan said with a casual smile, rolling the painting back into the tube.

    Lin Lu was disappointed. All that effort to get Jiang Ruotang to send it, and it didnโ€™t have the effect heโ€™d hoped.

    โ€œWell, artโ€™s like thatโ€”swords, flowers, just elements. Come on, letโ€™s barbecue!โ€

    Bai Yingchuan nodded, smiling, but his grip tightened on the tube.

    Mu Xianqing strolled over, hands in pockets, and extended one to Bai Yingchuan. โ€œMind if I take a look?โ€

    โ€œOf course.โ€ Bai Yingchuan handed it over. Mu Xianqing was the only one not mocking Jiang Ruotang, his refinement clearly a cut above the rich kids.

    Mu Xianqing unrolled the painting slowly. Seeing it fully, his pupils flickered.

    Ten seconds passed without him rolling it back or commenting.

    A jeering guest laughed. โ€œThis painting canโ€™t possibly impress Brother Mu.โ€

    โ€œYeah, Brother Mu owns galleriesโ€”heโ€™s seen real art!โ€

    Lin Lu joined, standing behind Mu Xianqing, hoping heโ€™d trash Jiang Ruotangโ€™s work, making Bai Yingchuan reluctant to even glance at it again.

    But Mu Xianqingโ€™s first question was, โ€œThis is Director Jiangโ€™s sonโ€™s work? How old is he?โ€

    Lin Lu froze, momentarily forgetting to answer.

    Bai Yingchuan replied, โ€œSame age as us, probably eighteen.โ€

    โ€œWhatโ€™s his name?โ€ Mu Xianqing asked.

    The question startled Lin Lu. Someone like Mu Xianqing asking an artistโ€™s name wasnโ€™t casual.

    Before Lin Lu could speak, Bai Yingchuan said, โ€œJiang Ruotang. โ€˜Ruรฒโ€™ as in โ€˜if,โ€™ โ€˜Tรกngโ€™ as in โ€˜crabapple.โ€™โ€

    Mu Xianqing smiledโ€”his most genuine smile of the day. He rolled the painting back, returning it to Bai Yingchuan.

    โ€œCrisp, decisive lines, seemingly rushed but every element brims with emotion. Keep it safeโ€”it might be worth something someday.โ€

    The mocking guests fell silent, exchanging awkward glances.

    Mu Xianqing formally bid Lin Lu farewell, citing family matters.

    Lin Lu couldnโ€™t insist he stay and escorted him to the door.

    In his car, Mu Xianqing propped his chin, gazing out. Closing his eyes, he saw the painting.

    Light and shadow expressed emotion, bold lines in a seemingly ad-like composition. The figure was striking yet not vulgar.

    It was a silent rejection from the artist.

    Mu Xianqing murmured, โ€œWhenโ€™s the deadline for Fu Chunshiโ€™s Raw Stone Exhibition submissions in this city?โ€

    โ€œThe Calligraphy and Painting Association announced it closed two days ago.โ€

    Mu Xianqing sighed. โ€œWhat a pity. But gold will always shineโ€ฆโ€

    He laughed at himselfโ€”gold buried deep might go unnoticed.

    The driver quipped, โ€œIf itโ€™s a clown, itโ€™ll get exposed,โ€ making Mu Xianqing chuckle.


    At Linโ€™s house until 9 p.m., Bai Yingchuan got a call from his mother. Her calm toneโ€”โ€œItโ€™s late, come homeโ€โ€”was just her need to control him.

    He told Lin Lu he had family matters and left early.

    At home, shedding his party composure, he changed shoes, went to his room, turned on the light, and spread the painting on his desk.

    The figure looked older than him now.

    Having shot countless ads and promos, photographers always sought flattering angles, coaxing him to charm audiences. It was all to please the world.

    But Jiang Ruotangโ€™s painting was different. The lines were rough, shadows wild, and the Bai Yingchuan in it shed all pretense, coldly facing the worldโ€™s flowers and blades. When applause and roses faded, only wounds remained.

    Bai Yingchuan saw another layerโ€”a warning from Jiang Ruotang, though he wasnโ€™t sure about what.

    Perhaps when the world stabbed him, heโ€™d understand.

    He wanted to frame the painting, but the house was filled with photos of him and his mother, few modern artworks.

    After searching, he found a frame from his eight-year-old recitation contest award photo, swapping it for the paintingโ€”a perfect fit.

    His fingers were smudged with charcoal.

    โ€œHaโ€ฆโ€ Bai Yingchuan laughed self-deprecatingly, texting Jiang Ruotang: [How long did it take you to paint this?]

    Half an hour passed with no reply.

    Jiang Ruotang was busy setting up his new studio, arranging for lighting installation.

    When he finally saw the message, he smirked.

    Sunbathing at night? Bai Yingchuan texting him was unexpected.

    Jiang Ruotang: [Fifteen minutes. Why?]

    Blending a vegetable juice, Bai Yingchuan felt his phone vibrate, checked it, and saw โ€œFifteen minutes,โ€ feeling a bit helpless.

    [Too half-hearted.]

    1 Comment

    Leave a Reply

    1. cherry๐Ÿ’
      Oct 25, '25 at 2:30 am

      it’s still more than you deserve tho

    Note